All the food you can eat, I love my mom’s cooking, it’s THE best! I’m ready to gain 100 pounds, yall!

bored, but happy :)

I haven’t been on this at least a week now! I’ve been so busy, I guess I have a life huh? HAHA, just kidding. I just never have the time to get on the computer anymore! I’ve been so busy with dancing, but I’m taking a break on that & focusing on cheerleading. It’s something new & I’m just gonna keep practicing with it & stay on the team, not quit. I was going to quit, just because I was getting frustrated with the cheers, but after today’s practice, I feel so much better with everything. The coaches made me go up in the air, nigga I was scared as a bitch but it wasn’t as bad..I just hate heights, especially if I can’t look down. But as long as the base got a hold of my feet then i’m straight!

Pride Competition was fun as hell, New Jersey got some cute ass guys! I met some people, too bad I got no numbers to keep in touch with FR3SH juniors. The guys are chill, funny too. We shared a room with them, lol. I saw Josh again from Culture Shock DC, he remembered me! Haha, I love him! Left for New Jersey on Saturday, came back Monday morning, then an hour later I went to school. I was DEAD SLEEP in all my classes, my ass was so tired! I went to school because if I missed another day of Driver’s Ed, I would’ve failed that class.

My report card, I got a DCBBBA. I need to get my shit together, I’m tryna get honor roll this quarter! Plus, I can’t have bad grades if I wanna stay in cheerleading. We have half day tomorrow! I don’t know what I’m doing afterwards, I wanna do something though! I’m hungry as hell, I’m ‘bout to go grub on something. By the way, my computer is fucked up so I have to use my brother’s laptop now :(

Performing with YFAMD, lol. I’ma just have fun, if I mess up then DAMN! Lol. eyeizsunshine is dancing too :]

on the computer, but whatever! Haha, cause I have so much to do this morning before YFAMD CARWASH. But I made JV Cheerleading .. eh. I’ma just try it though, even though cheering is definitely NOT my thing. HAHA. I had NO sleep lastnight, or the night before, etc. I’m doing pretty good now, no stressin’! Life is good, road trips with the dance crew is always fun!

This shit is just too much! I’ma try, but if I don’t succeed then it’s not meant to be. Maybe next year, damn. I can’t deal with two things at the same time, it’s hard ass fucking work, man. Too much, too much!

New Boyz - Bunz (feat kydd-sb)

dyarinaaa:

vald3z:enelrahzc:dopetasticson:

- RevRunWisdom.

xjulianne:neevagotfeevah:ten21-mjko:

Tell me when I’m doing something wrong, tell me how I can make it better but don’t belittle my character and treat me like I’m garbage. Tell me your hungry, ask me to cook for you but don’t force me to slave over the oven only to be told I wasted my time because you got something better to eat. Ask me to help you, ask for my cater just don’t take advantage of it and in return abuse what lengths I’d go just to make you happy. Expect even a little but don’t ever expect too much, I will give you my best and my best should be enough. Don’t force me to do anything I don’t want to do. Don’t speak in such a harsh tone, I am your woman, your partner - not your bitch. Where’s the respect? Why do you always find a way to leave me defenseless? Why do I find myself giving in? Because you know, that I will. Because you know you have that control over me. I deserve better than what you’re offering me. I’m nothing but a doormat. You’ve taken complete control over me and I can’t find a way out. I’ve done everything you’ve ever asked, given you everything you’ve ever wanted and in return….. NOTHING. I’m no longer your woman, you’ve made me your bitch.

xjulianne:

justineperez:

This day has been long & I’m tired. I’m gonna go shower, try outs tomorrow..ugh I don’t even want to anymore because dance is stressing me out right now, since New Jersey comp. is this saturday I feel like I should just be practicing for it instead of going to cheer try outs when I can always try out next year, but like, I don’t know. I will try tmrw though, just TRY. If i don’t like it, I’m not coming back Friday for the try-outs. My life is completely busy as of NOW.

jusskeeedin:dhaatkidthomo:

when i was little , or younger , i used to always think of high school boys as bein like .. iono mature .. like “ooohhh , they can drive , and they have their own job and car” LITTLE DID I KNOW , only 15% of the boys ina high school have or do all that .. and even if they do it still dosent give them that personality i always thought they would have TOO . it seems like the older we [as a class , or few classes (10 , 11 , 12 ect..)] got , the more immature they became , and disappointed i got .. and a thought just came to me : maybe its that whole girls mature faster than boys thing , cuuuz somethin aint right. now , dnt get me wrong .. i HAVE met a few .. FEW boys i can actually say got they shit together wit the personality .. brains .. parties and everything .. but daaaaamn GUESS WHAT . they graduated last year ! lol

so basically what im trynna say is .. i want somethin REAL. i want the boy who drives and plays basketball or football or whatever and then has to work when hes done. the one whos calls me all tired tellin me about his day. i wanna boy whos gonna pick me up on the weekends and go to the moviessss or chill wit friends or somethin . or atleast drop me off at home after school lol .. AND i want HIM to pay for our movie tickets .. yup .. or maybe we could take turns , somethin lol. where are those boyfriends from the movies aaaat ?! i dont wanna have to give nobody gas money , or ask my parents to take me .. juss come scoop me !

WHERE ARE THE REAL BOYFRIENDS?! WHERE ARE THE GROWN UP MATURE ONES !? STOP PLAYIN ALL THESE DAMN GAMES ND DO WHAT YOU SUPPOSE TO FOR THE GIRLS WHO DESERVE IT , DANNGG ..

i think im gettin myself worked up here lol .. well neways yeahh .. that is ALL